The Last Dollar – Hilary Tham

Growing up in a dirt lane of shacks,
far from the brick mansions of rich
relatives, I did not feel poor.
After all, our house had a zinc
roof and a real cement floor.
We had a father who worked, a mother
who managed to feed us a little
vegetable with rice
even at month’s end
when neighbors’ children
ate gruel.

The nuns at school asked for help
with the fair to raise money
For The Poor. In a glow of goodwill
I volunteered (it would only cost a dollar)
a gallon of black sea-grass jelly
to make drinks to sell.

Mother cried when I told her.
It was the end of the month
and her last dollar was for food.
She gave me the dollar and we ate gruel
that week, the first time I knew
mothers can cry.